birthshit

 I hate my music player. And I hate myself for that I can't push the stop button. I was really excited about this party. And now I feel so sad. Because it shouldn't look like this. It shouldn't feel like this. I shouldn't feel like this. Oh my god, I hate birthdays so much. That's why I wanted to celebrate "the last day of my youth". All I wanna do now is lay on the floor and cry.