my head is about to explode

 I hate it so fucking much. Everytime I hear something like this I'm fucking paralised by fear. What am I suppose to say to him? I am not a fucking psychologist! 
 Please, PLEASE somebody help me.

My head is about to explode.

looking for what I knew

 Bright light almost blinding, black night still there shining, 

I can't stop, keep on climbing, looking for what I knew.

Had a friend, she once told me 'You got love, you ain't lonely',

Now she's gone and left me only looking for what I knew.

Mmm, I'm telling you now, the greatest thing you ever can do now 

Is trade a smile with someone who's blue now, it's very easy just...

Met a man on the roadside crying, without a friend, there's no denying,

You're incomplete, there'll be no finding looking for what you knew.

So anytime somebody needs you, don't let them down, althought it grieves you,

Someday you'll need someone like they do, looking for what you knew.

Mmm, I'm telling you now, the greatest thing you ever can do now,

Is trade a smile with someone who's blue now, it's very easy just...

I've always wanted only one thing.

jest chujowo, ale stabilnie

 To be honest, I don't really remember how it is to be truly happy. 
Some things make me happier than I usually am. Like Curly Heads concert yesterday. How is it possible that they play the music which is exactly in my heart? 

I can't find the motivation to learn. I know I have 4 test in 2 following weeks, but I just don't feel like I can learn it all. It's first week of school and already I don't get maths. Freaking great.

HELP! 

jest chujowo, ale stabilnie.